Spring!

Yes I LONG for spring!!!! I ache for spring!!!! It was nice today I think 58 degrees the sun was shinning bright, with a cool breeze a cooler version of a typical day in San Diego. I keep trying to find moments when I can feel the sun beaming on my face. Like a booth near the window at Pier 49 (my favorite pizza place) I sat there on the very corner of my seat practically glued to the window a small beam was coming through only touching half of my face. It was heavenly -- and this was two days ago when it was in the thirties again. Thank goodness it was warmer today. I don't think I was built for the cold. The snow is beautiful don't get me wrong-- breathtaking most of the time but oh so cold. I just love the sun, being tan, it warms my soul... it makes me feel happy. Anytime I think that I am so settled here now in utah.. I wouldn't go back to SD even if all the planets are aligned ... etc...then I suddenly get beyond homesick. I don't know what is up with me. Its not just the people there --like my family-- its the culture, the beach, the sun, ...eveything that is familiar. BUT we are on a new adventure now, a new chapter if you will... and I am excited to see what the future holds and what we will and are learning here. We are shaping who we are -- building our character -- and becoming who we need to be... I don't desire for life to be easy just worthwhile. I want to see the beauty all around me no matter where in the world I happen to be-- however I will always love and need the sun. So spring... hurry up.... I can't wait much longer!!!