Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Sometimes...

Sometimes... I forget that I am a mom of 3 boys driving a minivan... I am listening to my music, driving way too fast, on the way home from the office when I start getting these looks- then I remember "Hey I'm not in the Porsche, single and ready to paint the town I AM A MOM IN A MINI VAN time to slow down!" But WHY!?!?!? Why can't I just be ME sometimes....

Sometimes... I want to be 18 again with no responsibility!

Sometimes... I want to flirt with some hot guy!

Sometimes... I want to pig out on my favorite food and not feel an ounce of guilt!

Sometimes... I want to dance all night!

Sometimes... I want to be noticed!

Sometimes... I want to drive way too fast!

Sometimes... I want to go back to SOMA and see an awesome garage band!

Sometimes... I want to forget I am a mom!

Sometimes... I want to be single even if its for 5 minutes!

Sometimes... I want to just scream!

Sometimes... I want to laugh so hard that I actually pee my pants (I've never done that!)

Sometimes... I want to forget about all the "shoulds" in life and just be!

Sometimes... I just want to fly away to Spain or Argentina and lose myself in the culture!

Sometimes... I want other people to make an effort!

Sometimes... I want someone to tell me the everything is going to be alright!

1 comment:

recover and thrive said...

I think I have too many of those sometimes as well.....but in the end, everything will be alright...just be